…remembering a loving wife and mother – we lost someone truly special, she will never be forgotten
…but instead I’m uploading pictures to picasa for our friends. And I’m already approaching my space limit and I’m not half way through.
Lil dude will probably wake up soon for a feeding. Or better yet he’s going to wake up right after I fall asleep. Although yesterday he slept til 5:15 so maybe it’ll be another 8+ hours again. Of course that’s only helpful to me if I go to bed at 8p like he did. It’s either going to be a long night or a very long day … or better yet both.
It still doesn’t feel real. Will it ever?
I went to pick up some birthday presents at Target; by myself with little guy. Shopping with one isn’t too bad. He’s pretty manageable by himself. He normally just stares at me and smiles. But it was just me and him. Then I really had a tasting for something sweet and had been thinking oberweis for a while … it’s so good … but it was just me and lil dude again. 🙂 It was def close to the top of our favorite ice cream places. She always did the hot fudge brownie sundae (she was addicted to these things) and would give me the cherry. I switched between the vanilla shake and cookies and cream ice cream. None of it was good for our diet but it just tasted so good!
Too bad I can’t just wake up from this dream nightmare. 🙁