Sitting next to the stove, the stove which I’ve rarely used as of late, is a gigantic bottle of vodka I bought for my brother’s wedding (which nobody drank, btw…wtf). And as I’m cooking some plain penne noodles for E, I remember …
Penne alla Vodka from the Soprano’s Family Cookbook. A totally random cookbook purchase but a very tasty meal. This and a Rigatoni w/Broccoli dish were made at least once a month.
This meal is made with garlic, prosciutto (which Cari often skipped mainly because I don’t think she knew what it was), a can of italian peeled tomatoes, crushed red pepper, heavy cream, vodka and a pound of penne. I probably could have recited that from memory but I went and got the cookbook anyways.
I cooked it first. That’s usually how it went. I was the cook @ the beginning. She kept to the basics. She cooked it for the first time when we lived up by wrigley. I remember her either not having the cream or not enough so I ran over to Jewel as quick as I possibly could. She was kind of sensitive when it came to cooking so it was a close call. She didn’t want to mess up. But ever since then we make it numerous times.
She was getting really good when it came to preparing meals though. It was tough for me to work and come home and cook since my commute was like 1.5 hours ea way. I think I’m crazy to deal with the commute especially since, in my opinion, I’m underpaid and very much underutilized. But given the state of the economy I can’t complain…because it’s certainly better than nothing. Although if I had the income I wouldn’t mind ditching the job for a while…a long while. Anyways, back to cooking. I really tried my hardest to get her to enjoy it. It’s pretty easy to do once you have directions in front of you and a little confidence. I always tried to get her to understand that it never mattered if ended up tasting like crap b’cuz we could always order pizza. I certainly have cooked a bunch of sub-par dishes but it never bothered me. I would just throw it out and cook something else. She, on the other hand, didn’t want to disappoint so it was a challenge. But we were getting there. We would have gotten there. And we should have been given the chance to get there.
Now I’m preparing meals for just me and the kids. I really can’t believe she’s no longer here.