your birthday, christmas, and then the anniversary all within 3 weeks. the holidays can’t go by fast enough
it should have been 6 years today, instead we only had 3 … and 3 without you
maybe that’s why i’m in a bad mood today. although i really think it’s bcuz i’m super tired. a late night monday. an even longer night tuesday with a sick boy who had a fever, maybe a sore throat, and threw up on me (and it wasn’t just a little spit-up) … thank goodness i don’t have a weak stomach. however, it’s 8:30p and both of them are asleep so i should probably do the same.
a few people e-mailed me today, that was nice (al, meg). like usual i wish it didn’t have to be this way, but it was nice of them to remember
the other day someone was talking about doing a destination wedding so i talked to them about ours. since ours was so amazing i think i have her sold on it, and i think i found your mom some business too! it was pretty amazing though, wasn’t it??? i wouldn’t have done it any other way
crazy how things have changed so much since then, in just 6 short years. what does that mean for the next 6?!?!?!?
well, today is just another day, right? just another 4th of January. i would rather be somewhere warm than here, that’s for sure. or somewhere i wouldn’t have to worry about things for one whole day … i would take that too
i started reading a book, water for elephants. they made it into a movie that came out this year but i wanted to read it first. i wish the person that told me about the book, who i can’t remember, would have told me how the thing started out. i probably would have skipped the book & movie too. one line in the first chapter went like this, ‘being the survivor stinks’. why am i reading a book that starts out like that?
anyways … just miss ya a ton
my fav pic
i love how we could make each other laugh, regardless of the situation
c is starting to talk more about mommy, or lack thereof. another challenge!
tonight i brought e upstairs to get dressed. she’s becoming pretty independent, doing a lot of things on her own. i left her up there and she didn’t come back down for about 15 mins. when she did she had side ponytails and a flower barrette in her hair
oh, and c asked me tonight if i had hot sauce, what for, for when i say a bad word, who gives you hot sauce, gs gives it to me when i say a bad word, do you like how it tastes, no it takes like mustard